understand

    why don’t people understand how important my job is to me. It’s the only thing I have left prior to my illness.

    My so called friends no longer visit,some have not seen me at all. I can’t even get into my favorite pub, even if I could I could not stay as they have no toilet.

    One day I was a normal young man, went to work, go to the pub, go and see a film then three month later i wake up in ICU and it’s all changed.

    I now can’t do anything for myself, I can’t even go to the toilet on my own, I need help. Do you have any idea how humiliating and degrading that is having to rely on a stranger for the basic things.

    The shock on peoples faces as you go round waitrose or the way they jump  out of your way.